A letter to my son as he leaves for college

Already the days are getting shorter, nature’s signal that everything must come to an end and begin again. Today is the day — the freedom you have longed for all year and the day I’ve dreaded for months, perhaps, even, since the day you were born. As a parent, you quickly realize that life is one long series of letting go: watching your kid crawl, then walk, then run and then drive away.

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There will be the physical distance once you leave, of course, but the emotional distance will hurt, too.

Today, I’ll release you, like a falcon, into your future. Where and how high you fly will be completely up to you.

I think I remember every conversation we ever had. Conversations about politics, life, girls, bully and music. I have known for a long time that you had big things ahead. When you were in Middle school I realized that you had great things ahead. When you stood up for someone who was being picked on.

The piano never sounded so sweet as when you played it.

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Watching you learn and grow has been one of the greatest experiences of my life. Now you will have one of the greatest experiences of your life, and I hope that you will remember these unofficial commandments for the journey ahead of you:

1. Don’t hold onto hurt or anger or people you don’t love or who don’t love you back. Nothing grows more malignant with time than bad feelings. Let go of people and experiences that have caused you pain. Move on and live in peace.

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2. Take chances. As parents, we spend so much time and effort trying to protect our kids that we take away the chance to learn from mistakes, to grow from failure and to build confidence through success.

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3. Same-sex marriage, abortion, health care and religion: Don’t vote into law or argue with others about choices that are not yours to make. On the other hand, help pass laws that promote fairness.

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4. You are in no way obligated to follow in the footsteps of either parent. Although I’ve brought you up free of religion, as you make your way through college and learn more about science and history and philosophy, you may find that life with God is better than life without. The choice will be yours. I will be proud of you no matter where you land on the spectrum of belief.

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5. Whatever you do — please — remember that every text you send, every e-mail you write, every picture you post, can surface later, at any time. Don’t be an idiot. Don’t let yourself down or your future spouse down.
6. If you use a credit card, pay it off every month without fail. Continue to tithe to your future by setting aside $10 or $20 a week. Stick to your rule of waiting three days to make a purchase, which has helped you avoid emotional or impulse purchases. This will be important as you continue through college because these next few years will be some of your leanest, yet this is the time in your life when you can also build self-control and financial security.

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7. Don’t expect life to be fair, for things to even out in the end or to get your just desserts. Believing in these ideas can cripple your emotional growth. Life will be far less fair than what you have experienced at home. Things don’t really even out in the end, and you don’t get what you deserve. Sometimes you get more. Sometimes less. You’re not entitled to anything except respect from others. You will have both home runs and strikes. Don’t quit. Life does not reward natural talent or intelligence or beauty. You will be rewarded for a positive attitude, for your competence, but most of all, for your grit.

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8. I saw a lot of academic dishonesty when I was a teacher, and I know you saw it as a student. If you take words, answers or even values from others, then you are nothing more than a receptacle. Don’t be a container for everyone else’s junk. Be your own work of art.
9. The underpinnings of treating others well is treating ourselves well, too, for we cannot give love and respect that we do not have. Don’t hurt yourself with too much food or drink. Be the man who does the right thing, who is fair but also be fair to yourself.
10. These things you already know, but it doesn’t hurt to repeat: Always look people in the eye. Offer a firm handshake. Show up on time. Help out. Be present. Your phone is not a person — pay attention to those around you. It’s OK to discriminate as long as it’s based on behavior. Don’t be tolerant of disrespect.

I know you’ll be searching for your own answers, but if you ever need an ear or a shoulder, have a question or a problem, I’m here. Always — no matter how far you go in distance or time.

Even adults reach out. It’s not a sign of weakness but of strength. Over the next four years, time will seem to go by faster than the previous four. Change comes more quickly and more dramatically. Enjoy every moment. There is no grand prize at the end of your life, no all-expense paid trip to utopia. This is your final destination. The prize is here, now, in every breath you take, every new friend, every kiss, every challenge, every exciting piece of information you discover.

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About tretrosi2013

Gymnastics Coach, Gymnastics Educator, Part time stand up comic.
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2 Responses to A letter to my son as he leaves for college

  1. Sandra Ceravolo says:

    I can’t begin to describe my feelings after reading your letter to your son. I do know however, that you are an extraordinary man. After coming across your blog some time ago and following it, it made me wish there had been more opportunity to have gotten to know you. Even though we aren’t related by blood, to me we are. Your grandparents and father have been a part of my life since the day I was born. In fact, your grandparents are Godparents to my brother. My brother Frank, sister Denise and I still keep in touch with your grandmother and always visit her when we get to Rome at least once a year. She is all that we have left of that generation (besides my Aunt Lou) and we are closer to your grandmother. Your dad and I grew up together. Between your dad and my dad I was very rarely able to date in high school.☹️☹️ The Retrosi’s, Coluccio’s, Adolfi’s and Ceravolo’s were a family and they were the best family to have grown up in. Your articles on current events, government polices or lack thereof are so, well I can’t think of a word to describe except maybe “correct.” The one you wrote on what a good marriage should consist of was one of my favorites as is this one. If there were more men in the world such as yourself – what a much better world it would be. I know your family is very proud of you. Keep writing.

    • tretrosi2013 says:

      Wow, Thanks Sandy. Having spend some important years in my life in little old Rome, NY I learned to rely on family and that LIFE is about making connections.
      My final words of advice to Chase as we headed to the car was to remember that the people he met from here on out would be in his life one way or another forever.

      My own journey has taken me to many corners or the world and I truly appreciate the chances I have been given. Where ever I go, I meet people who shape my life and my views. I try to pass on that knowledge to others. To have them truly appreciate the world around them.

      I started this blog when my Step Brother Jeff was diagnosed with cancer. He was an amazing writer. Every word I write is a tribute to him. I hope someday his kids find these words and read them. Only to discover that is their father who inspired me.

      I hope you are doing well and hope our paths cross soon.

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